Ladibug Love Blogs

Based on previous entries, it's obvious I was going through a very hard time. The darkness has moved on finally. I am becoming more myself. Full of light. Self acceptance is important. I have been extremely hard on myself to be perfect for a long tim... 

Fear is awful. I am realizing it is demonic. It takes over and creates a life all it's own. To live fearlessly is to be like an older child. The ego and fear are closely related. I've been experiencing such bad mania over things that trigger a deep d... 

Does anyone else out there have severe, practically clinical issues with co-dependency (people pleasing)? I compromise so many of my beliefs and personality traits to try to make people happy with me... but it makes me MISERABLE! I am reading Co-depe... 

I was talking to my very best friend of nearly 20 years last night about how weird it is to be so blessed by and close to God but feel so sad and depressed so often. We came to the conclusion that the sadness must not really be our own but some en... 

I've been having the best day today. It's been a long time since I've felt so whole, happy and even. I am praying this isn't just a tease like similar moods in the recent past. I guess it started yesterday in the wee hours of the morning. Another man... 

Success in some areas of projected self improvement: I have several boxes and bags ready to go to good will, I'm cutting clutter!! I've been spending more time playing with my girls and have been more patient with them. I've cut down on smoking a lot... 

I was realizing that I would never say "I hate you" to anyone but myself. It's weird that I'd freely give so much love to everyone but have regular moments where I find myself saying I hate myself or something about myself. What an awful thing to do ... 

OK. So I've been simmering on this for a while. I was just watching Finding Nemo with my 3 year old and made the observation that it opened right up with a family death, something for my girl makes an impression because she's not dealt with it yet in... 

I didn't recall writing that last blog about my sister. I just re-read it and realize that a change was truly sparked. Though I have embarked on that mission to become what my child self envisioned for me to become, it is a long bumpy road. Being... 

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Jonica Lynn is my little sister. She is 11 years old. Recently she visited for a few weeks and created a ton of art, learned to sew bags and hiked on the Joshua Tree rocks in the tolerable temps of these summer days. We had fun learning all about the...