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Dear Ex

Izabela Bienko

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November 30th, 2014 - 12:15 AM

Dear Ex

I am so good to you
We were so much more than this
But your pain blinds us both
An attempt to hold on by walking away
And I did miss you
I still miss you
I become so ugly when I loose myself, my power
You are beautiful
Deserving of me
But you do not see your own worth
And therefore fear me
So much work ahead for you, so much to heal
And I cannot take any of it, I am sorry
It is yours
But do not be afraid
I made it through
You can too
I just hope once you understand
How much you deserve love
You do not have to seek it
I must go and live and love and see where life takes me
If it takes me back to you
And you are ready
I will be good to you
Like I always have been
For now
Let me go
It hurts us both to hold on so desperately
Your promises and words stole my heart
But it is hurt now
I feel you no longer
You shut me out
But I understand
If you cannot keep your word to another
At least keep them to yourself
Only when you do this for yourself
Can you do it for another
I will always be good to you
With you or not
Trust that my heart is pure and genuine
In what I felt
Only because your was also
In fear, we loose ourselves
In fear, we loose others
In love, we are pure and true to ourselves and others
It is a choice
When in pain, we fear, we flee
When in love, we love, we give
A true sense of control comes only through the realization that we have a choice
I choose not to fear even though I am in pain
The only thing left is to love
And in whatever capacity you can receive and appreciate it at this point in your life, it is yours
It comes from an eternal source through me for everybody
And you are somebody to me

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