Self Acceptance. The story of my first painting.

„Look into the mirror of yourself

See the grandness, joy and love

Accept your human existence on the Earth

Let go of all judgments

Accept all things as they are

Accept yourself

Accept this moment

Here and now

That you live in

Allow the conscious birth of Human-Angel!”

(This is my poem which I enjoy writing together with painting the images)

And ...the story...

It is so wonderful experience- all together.

At that time my husband Janis was attending workshops in Argentina. And we decided to connect through meditations while he was traveling. This was the first time for such experience between us!

And in our first connection time this “image- like – feeling” (Self-acceptance) came to me and I received the message – “just paint this image and share your experience, this image contains information, there is an energy, and there will be more of them, just paint and express yourself!” It is more like a feeling what transforms into the image in the whole process of art.

We had phone conversation and I told about my experience to Janis, and he encouraged me to paint. I had not done that for years. Of course, as a good mother, I painted a lot with my kids, but not by myself. Then I went to the shop and I let my intuition to guide me what is that I need to buy for painting – which colors, brushes and paper.

I painted the background, the heart like sun and then – stopped for a very long break...

I just could not draw the last, the inside of image, the sitting woman - myself.

At my son's birthday morning I finished it and gave as a present to him - he had 11th birthday :))))

I have been painting it for 9 months. Not so much work on paper, but there were nine months of inner work as “unlocking myself.”

And then I realized - that story was about my birth - accepting - my human self and accepting who I am! I am that I am. I am the creator of my life.

And my life changed from this time on, it started from the new beginning.

Before this experience I was enjoying other realms more and I did not feel comfort here in this life, it was like hard and painful experience.

Now I choose to experience the joy of living on the Earth! With the each next painting I feel more and more joy of self expression.

And so it continues… images and feelings are coming, or I am tuning into some specific topics and my experiences. I enjoy the process of painting more and more. Sometimes image shows just right on paper like a surprise (see “Pakauwa”). I am painting also while tuning in for a special request (see “Florescence”, “Meeting Place of Generations”, “Wisdom of Divine Feminine” and “Coming Home” ). These were the presents for birthday events.

You are welcome to see them all on my website www.evitakristapsone.com

Enjoy,
Evita

The image and writing by Evita Kristapsone © 2009-2014